A Little Office
So a few weeks after moving to Santa Fe, Teresa decided she ought to rent a little space where she could store her boxes of inventory and set up a simple office. She responded to an ad on Craigslist to look at an office space on Lena St. Being new to Santa Fe, we didn’t know a lot about the town, but we knew where Lena St was because that’s where a tasty and hip coffee house called Iconik was with outdoor seating and dappled light. Across the street from it was a shop that made artisanal sourdough bread with a fancy name: The Bread Shop. Next to it was a pottery studio and in the fashionably rusted, corrugated tin buildings it looked like there were artist studios, therapist offices and maybe even residences. Kind of a cool street. So why not go check out an office space there?
Well, the office space was a total fizz. Too small, dim light, boring carpet and creatively asphyxiating. ...I should include an important note here about Teresa, if we each are born with a super power, her’s is to create and exist in spaces of beauty. For example, when I first walked into her apartment in LA way back in March of last year, I had the feeling that I was walking into a kind of temple. The light, the smell, the warmth, the simple elegance of everything in the space, and most of all, a kind of serene energy.
The landlord, a bright and fun woman who seemed to resonate with Teresa said, I’ve got another place a bit larger you might like, and she took Teresa to a warehouse that had been a metal shop with a big, glass garage door, 20 foot ceilings, big, empty walls,, an industrial heater hanging from the ceiling, a little kitchenette, a utility sink in the bathroom and a loft space. It was a mess with paint splatters all over the concrete floor, machinery and detritus scattered around and stains on the walls. Total overkill for a little office space and a place to store 10 boxes of merchandise. Teresa took it all in with those super power eyes, looked out the garage door and saw the coffee shop called Iconik and the bread shop called The Bread Shop and about three minutes later was on the phone with me saying, “Hey, do you want to rent a warehouse with me and make something happen”?
Two blog posts back I spoke of the silence and open blue sky that resulted from the cataclysm of that huge tree falling in the forest. I wrote that I listened and heard the bright fire of my soul singing: “Let your creativity be your guide, well connected to your heart, your ancient longings, and the rich experiences you’ve had in your life. Explore, be among the rooted, old-time people, learn, make photos, write, share, give of yourself and tell stories of beauty that uplift humanity. This is good medicine. Blow kisses to the universe.”
My dearest dream at this point in my life is to be a photographer who can tell meaningful stories with images and words about what is rich, nourishing and beautiful in rooted humanity. Covid’s gift, as I’ve described in this story, has been to blow apart my sensible career plan and free me to listen even more deeply to what it is I truly want to do with my time under the sun. My life has given me the gift of decades deeply involved in the world of traditional people, my rooted heroes. And over the years I have learned the art and craft of photography. To the weaver her thread and loom, to the potter her clay and fire and to me my camera and connection to a world of wise humanity. This is the calling and expression of my craftsman-artist’s soul.
But just how to go about making a living with photography, well of that I’ve been less certain.
“Imagine it,” Teresa said on the phone, “paint the whole place white, I’ll furnish it like a home and make it beautiful and place the textiles all around it and you can print your photos...big...and hang them on the walls. There is space for desks in the back, we could even make the upstairs into a little bedroom, host artisans, do pop-ups, create gatherings, invite interior designers, open to the public a few days a week…”